20 September 2007

Brief interlude

Ok in the first post I said how my life was ina bad place, this was mostly because my relationship with aussie girl was on the rocks.

We attempted to patch things up but as of 5 past midnight this morning we are now officially apart. I cannot go into details here because she knows my blog address and though she has promised not to look at it again I know how inquisitive she can be (So stop reading Anj!! =p)

To sum it up though, I am not in the best of places right now. I had fallen head over heels for her and really do wish things had worked out. She was the most amazing person I had ever met and i cannot and do not regret a single moment I spent with her.

A man once said how science and politics do not hold a whisper of the strength of love, he said how nothing matters on this earth other than that. The same man went on to build a device that killed a huge numbr of people in japan during world war 2. Irony at its best.

Needless to say right now I understand his sentiments more than anything, this man lived a life of pure happyness thanks to the wife he met.

Despite the cliche I have felt worse after this than any other breakup, despite it lacking any shouting and so on. It is said that each person on this planet has one true person who is right for them. I feel that through my own stupidity in the early stages I have lost that one person.

Do not worry too much though, I live my life by the saying things will always work out.

2 comments:

Paul said...

Hey, I just stumbled upon you post. I've gone through a much more messy breakup at the minute, and you should hangon to the fact that your ex is still a friend, even though it didn't work out. If it was / is to be it will be and you'll get it back together.

FOUR DINNERS said...

Our new HR manager is an Aussie. She lasted 3 months. She was on heavy anti depressants.

That's what happens to Aussies when they settle here.

You'd have thought they'd twig it when we all want to go there!!

Soz it didn't work out mate